Blinded

I remember a time my heart used to skip from the whisper of your voice

Now my heart won’t flutter from the static produce out your mouth

I wish I could rewind the hands of time

Because I really wanted to be your bride

You told me no

Rejected my love

You left me sore to my core

 

I try to smile to not reveal my feelings

Making my face feel like a heavy coating of foundation

These tears glide over my cheeks

Silently, I cry myself to a peaceful sleep

 

Dreaming of being in your arms

In my thoughts it doesn’t feel so good

My heart is stoned

For lack of better word, emancipated

Because my pain just won’t go away

 

I lusted every part of you

You didn’t want me

 

My mind accepted

My heart rejected

For my flesh waddles in anger refusing to hear anything but

‘Cause I was blinded by lies

 

I wish I could rewind the hands of time

 

Blinded